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... BUM !!!

O céu nublado, a incerteza do esperado. Uma manhã de ânsia, como a véspera do natal de uma criança. Cada minuto uma eternidade, e o tick tack do relógio era como se fosse a contagem regressiva da explosão de uma bomba, cujo nome, ou definição (se é que há), prefiro deixar a teu critério.
Mil vozes não faziam a mínima diferença. Mente focada numa esperança. Havia uma bolha na qual ela se fechara no intuito de evitar que qualquer coisa pudesse atrapalhar seus planos. Não se importava com mais nada a não ser com o que tanto esperava. Idealizava cenas, previa ações, treinava falas, criava diálogos... Montou um roteiro pra que tudo saísse perfeito. Era pra ser.
Chegada a horar de livrar-se daquele aglomerado de seres humanos (pois era assim que ela os via, nada mais que "um bando"), a pressa da saída, o barulho da sirene, esbarrões. Ainda assim fez questão de entrar no banheiro pra olhar-se no espelho, queria estar bonita, ela não costuma fazer isso.
Ao sair da área coberta sente tocar seu rosto uma gota de chuva como fosse uma lágrima. Os céus refletiam a angústia de sua alma, lágrimas e lágrimas derramadas. Havia ainda um fio da esperança vistosa de antes... mas essa era a condição principal: sem lágrimas do céu.
Se dirigiu rápido ao portão, ao chegar bem perto, andou devagar, muito devagar... Queria observar, procurar em cada grupo de pessoas, em cada banco. Não via nada. Andava de modo que não passasse despercebida, pra ser vista por quem ela procurava. Não foi encontrada. Pois não havia alguém pra encontrá-la.
Ainda assim, tinha esperanças de quando chegasse no fim do calçadão olhar para trás e no meio das pessoas ver alguém andando mais rápido tentando alcançá-la, mesmo que ela estivesse muito devagar. O fez. Mas não (ha)via ninguém.
O céu chorou um pouco mais, a pobre abriu o guarda-chuva. Andou sem rumo, pois seguiu um caminho que não era o seu de costume. Seu coração chorava tanto quanto o céu, ela não queria chorar, borraria a maquiagem, ainda acreditava q seria possível. Pensou logo em algo que pudesse distraí-la. Balas coloridas. E seguiu o mesmo caminho que havia planejado a manhã toda.
Quem ela esperava não apareceu, e a chuva continuava.
Ela tinha uma caneta, papel, e balas coloridas. Não chorou.
Prometeu diante dessas testemunhas que não esperaria mais. Que não haveriam mais exceções, e que jamais voltaria a crêr em algo que já tinha desacreditado antes. Convenceu-se de que não precisava de nada além daquilo. As balas lhe bastavam o gosto, o papel e a caneta lhe permitiam ser e viver o que quisesse. A chuva afogava esperanças.
A unica coisa com a qual não conseguiu iludir-se, foi o frio. Pois esse a tocava, e ela sentia uma única falta: um abraço.